Writing Withdrawal and Why I Suffer
My story is getting closer to being done. One or two more run through and I believe it’ll be ready for me to start query processes of publication. Who knows though. I’ve said that thousands of times over the years. I could be far from the mark. Despite feeling I’m close to having it done, I’ve decided, with some urging from friends, that I’ll take a break from Shadowed. I won’t edit anything on the novel for at least a month, perhaps longer, which, if you know me, is akin to torture.
I’ve been working on some version of this story for years. It’s really all I know, and although I’m tired of working on Shadowed I don’t want to leave it alone until the story is finished. I have gone an entire month without working on Shadowed before. I don’t like doing it. The moment I say I will take a break from it the ideas on how to improve the story overflow and I am forced to fight the temptation to do more than simply write the ideas down, and store them someplace safe until the month is up. For me, going a month without working on Shadowed is like going through caffeine withdrawal. The most painful process is getting through the first three days, and usually by the first week all my symptoms are gone or so weakened that they are easy to ignore. By then I’ve settled into another book or project to focus on to past the time. I believe the last time I took a break from Shadowed, I completely redesigned my website with help from friends. I don’t know what my project will be for the month yet, but I doubt it’ll be another website project. I imagine I’ll get a TON of reading done however.
Right now, I’m going on break from Shadowed, already aware of about sixteen things that need to be changed in the story. I know how to fix some of them already. Others I have no clue on how to fix them, but know it needs done. I figure that by going on break now, I’ll have time to come up with solutions for all of them and see more things that need fixed when I re-look over the story a month from now. A month usually gives me what I call ‘fresh eyes’ on a piece of writing. I get a fresh perspective, more distant look, at my work than if I keep looking at the same thing too many times.
So, wish me luck on my writing withdrawal.