December 1

Writing is my forbidden fruit

The best way to motivate me is probably to tell me I can’t do it.  Geoffrey Chaucer wrote, “Forbid us something, and that thing we desire.”  My mind has been on Shadowed, nonstop since I forbade myself from working on the chapters.  It consumes my mind and this is what happens every time I take a break from working on any book.  And my body tells me that only by working on Shadowed will I find relief.

I’ve been trying to work on other writing projects.  However, I can’t seem to get past Shadowed.  Shadowed.  Shadowed.  It’s created a barricade on my mind, keeping me from putting pen to paper for creative fun.  I know that the demand to work on Shadowed will fade, probably by the middle of next week. At that point I won’t have a problem working on another story.  But until then, I’m reading books like mad, writing notes down so that I’ll know what I’ll be changing when I get back to Shadowed–new notes, not the notes that keep repeating in my head like a badly timed mantra. I clean, and sleep, and work. Waiting for the words to cease so I can work on another book, another story, another project.

It could drive someone insane.

But writing will always be my forbidden fruit.




Posted December 1, 2012 by RobinConnelly in category "break", "deprivations", "Editing", "forbidden fruit", "Writing

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